FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hate. I hate the world, I hate life I hate feeling this way. Hate the anger and doubt and incredible sadness and loneliness that I am sure no one in the world can relate to. Hate that there is no way out. Hate that I have everything I ever wanted and still cannot be happy. Hate the fear. Hate the pain. Hate the unknown. Hate

Love my babies. The only reason I stay alive, the only reason I keep going on.